Imagine you are travelling through life and you make one tiny mistake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A completely understandable mistake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You think your thinking is reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You look at the world in front of you and think:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Well\u2026 there it is. Reality.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n My partner is annoying.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My boss is an idiot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The economy is frightening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That person doesn\u2019t respect me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My childhood damaged me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My future is uncertain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I\u2019m not good enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Tuesday is shit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Case closed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And of course this sounds reasonable.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Because how else could we experience reality?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Is there another reality?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Isn\u2019t what I see simply\u2026 what is?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n No.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And this is where things start getting interesting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Imagine sitting in a cinema.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Huge screen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dolby Atmos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Perfect picture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You are completely absorbed in the movie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Then, somewhere halfway through, you forget that you are in a cinema.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You start believing the screen is the actual world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n When it rains in the movie, you look for an umbrella.<\/p>\n\n\n\n When the villain appears, you want to call the police.<\/p>\n\n\n\n When the main character gets dumped, you start hating her ex-boyfriend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And if somebody beside you says:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cGabriel\u2026 it\u2019s a film.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n You say:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAre you blind?! LOOK AT THE SCREEN!\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n That is basically the human condition.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We are looking at the screen of our own experience and assuming that what appears on it is reality itself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But we never experience reality directly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We experience a thought-created rendering of reality<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Always.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Most of the time you don\u2019t experience another human being directly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You experience your thinking about that human being.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You don\u2019t experience your job directly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You experience your thinking about your job.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You don\u2019t experience your past directly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That one is especially funny when you really look at it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Your past isn\u2019t even here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And yet you can sit on your sofa in Berlin in 2026 and suffer from something that happened in 1997.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That is an astonishing superpower.<\/p>\n\n\n\n No time machine required.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Just Thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There is a world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There are people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There are trees, buildings, dogs, traffic jams, bank accounts, wars, sunsets, WhatsApp messages and people who inexplicably send eight-minute voice messages.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I\u2019m not saying the physical world doesn\u2019t exist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I\u2019m saying:<\/p>\n\n\n\n You never experience it without Thought.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Something happens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And instantly, invisibly, beautifully, insanely fast, the human system renders an experience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meaning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Interpretation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emotion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Importance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Danger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Beauty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Insult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hope.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Despair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Fear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A complete inner world appears.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And because the rendering is so convincing, we usually don\u2019t see the renderer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We see the movie and forget the projector.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is the most fundamental misunderstanding I know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And at first it can sound like bad news.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cWait. You mean I\u2019m living in my own thought-created world?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But this is not bad news.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This may be the best news you ever hear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Because if your experience isn\u2019t being injected into you by the outside world\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n then the outside world does not own your inner life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Read that again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n If I do not feel the world directly, then I cannot be the psychological victim of the world in the way I thought I was.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Other people cannot install feelings inside me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Situations cannot reach into my body and press the anxiety button.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My boss cannot inject stress through Bluetooth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My ex cannot remotely access my nervous system.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The weather cannot upload depression.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There is no emotional USB port.<\/p>\n\n\n\n What I feel is my thinking coming alive inside consciousness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That changes everything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Please.<\/p>\n\n\n\n No.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Absolutely not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I am not suggesting that when your life is collapsing you stand in front of the mirror saying:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cI am abundant. I am abundant. I am abundant.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n while your house is literally on fire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This isn\u2019t positive thinking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It isn\u2019t controlling thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It isn\u2019t replacing bad thoughts with fluffy ones.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It is seeing something much simpler and deeper:<\/p>\n\n\n\n Thought is transient.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n It moves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It changes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It comes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It goes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You have already had approximately nine billion thoughts you no longer care about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yesterday you were worried about something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Today you forgot what it was.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Five years ago something felt like the end of the world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Today you might need ten minutes to remember it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Thought moves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And because the world you experience is created through Thought, your experienced world moves too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That means you are not permanently stuck inside any psychological reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Even when it feels like you are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That is freedom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sometimes one thought shows up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sometimes an entire corporation arrives.<\/p>\n\n\n\n One thought says: \u201cShe doesn\u2019t like me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Then HR joins: \u201cNobody really likes you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Finance arrives: \u201cThis is also why you\u2019ll probably die poor.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Legal comes in: \u201cWe have reviewed the evidence from 2004.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Marketing says: \u201cYour competitors are doing much better.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n And suddenly you have a multinational organisation operating inside your skull.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A whole company of thoughts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Board meeting at 3 a.m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mandatory attendance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And because you believe the meeting is about reality, you act accordingly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You defend yourself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Attack.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Withdraw.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Control.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Avoid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Prove.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Please.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Fight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Run.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Not because reality told you to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Because a thought looked real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That is such an important distinction.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Most of the stupid things we humans do are not because we are stupid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We are simply caught inside a very convincing thought-created world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And when the thought looks real enough, our behaviour makes perfect sense from inside that world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Now we get to the part I love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Because beneath all that thinking\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n what is there?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before the story.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before the judgement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before the identity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cI am this kind of person.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cI can\u2019t do that.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cThis always happens to me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cPeople are dangerous.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cLife is hard.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n What is there before all of that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Something quieter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Something formless.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Something very hard to describe because we have been trained to understand things we can touch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Tables.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Phones.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Cars.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Buildings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Products.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Numbers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Qualifications.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Concrete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We love concrete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Show me the spreadsheet!<\/p>\n\n\n\n Show me the evidence!<\/p>\n\n\n\n Show me the thing!<\/p>\n\n\n\n And then someone comes along and says:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cThe most important part of you might be invisible.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Fantastic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Very convenient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n How do you explain something formless to a culture obsessed with form?<\/p>\n\n\n\n I don\u2019t know if you can.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Not completely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I can only point.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sydney Banks called it Mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You could call it life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Essence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Spirit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n God.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Universal intelligence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The breath of life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The thing that grows your fingernails while you\u2019re busy arguing on LinkedIn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I don\u2019t really care what name you give it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The name is not the thing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The important part is that beneath the noise there seems to be something incredibly sane.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Something whole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Something peaceful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Something that does not need to constantly discuss your performance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I sometimes think of it as the distilled version of us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Your core.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before all the decoration.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before your CV.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before your nationality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before your achievements.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before your mistakes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Before the personality you have spent decades constructing and defending.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There is a more fundamental you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And when the noise settles, even slightly, this part becomes visible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Not visible like a chair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Felt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Known.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You become quieter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Clearer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kinder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You see more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You need less defending.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You don\u2019t have to force wisdom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Wisdom arrives.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You don\u2019t have to manufacture peace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Peace was underneath the noise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You don\u2019t have to create love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You notice that the walls around it were made of thinking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And life starts becoming lighter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Not because your circumstances suddenly become perfect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But because you are no longer carrying a psychological interpretation of your circumstances every second of the day and calling it reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I sometimes call this feeling the life orgasm<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And before you get too excited:<\/p>\n\n\n\n I\u2019m not talking about the peak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I mean that moment after the tension drops.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That long:<\/p>\n\n\n\n Aaaaaahhhhh.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n The whole system settles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Your shoulders come down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Your breathing changes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nothing needs fixing for a second.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You are not defending yourself from life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You are just here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There is a lovely feeling underneath all the mental activity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sydney Banks often spoke about looking for the feeling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And the more I see this, the more I understand what that points to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There is a feeling of being alive that we are all searching for.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Peace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Freedom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Connection.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Wholeness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Home.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And then we make the tiny mistake of searching for it outside ourselves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We think:<\/p>\n\n\n\n Maybe it is in the next relationship.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The next job.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The next house.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The next amount of money.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The next achievement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The next holiday.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The next follower.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The next person finally understanding that I was right all along.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Then I\u2019ll feel it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But if feeling is generated inside us, we are searching in the wrong direction.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The thing we are trying to get from life is already built into life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It is already inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The kingdom of heaven is within.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And yes, if you prefer:<\/p>\n\n\n\n the queendom too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I\u2019m not going to fight over the branding.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The point is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n It\u2019s here.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n That peaceful place is not hidden somewhere in Tibet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You do not have to climb a mountain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You do not need seventeen certificates.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You do not need to meditate for 40 years until a beam of light shoots out of your forehead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It is underneath the thinking you are currently taking seriously.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Under the overthinking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Under the doubt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Under the fear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Under the anxiety.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Under the self-improvement project.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Under the endless internal discussion about whether you are enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There is already life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Wonder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Possibility.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Wisdom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And a surprising amount of humour.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Because once you start seeing the mechanism, some of the things your mind does become hilarious.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cOh! Here we go again. Apparently everybody hates me because someone used a full stop in a text message.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Fascinating.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Understanding this does not mean you float through life permanently enlightened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I certainly don\u2019t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You will still get caught.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Of course.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You will believe some ridiculous thought at 8:15 in the morning and by 8:17 you\u2019ll have mentally emigrated, divorced everyone, sold your company and decided humanity was a failed experiment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That\u2019s okay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The difference is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n You begin to know what is happening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You know you are in the cinema.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You may still cry during the film.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You may still scream.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You may still get completely absorbed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But somewhere inside you there is the understanding:<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is a movie.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n And that changes the entire game.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Because eventually the scene changes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The thought changes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The feeling changes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The world changes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Not necessarily the physical world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Your world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The only one you can actually experience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Most of us seem to live predominantly inside the thought-created world and occasionally fall into essence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A moment in nature.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Playing with a child.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Laughing uncontrollably.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Making love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Creating something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Walking the dog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Standing under the shower.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Suddenly\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n nothing is missing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We are just alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Then five minutes later:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cOh shit. The mortgage.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Back into the movie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But what if we could reverse the ratio?<\/p>\n\n\n\n What if essence the new normal\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n and the thought-created drama became the place we occasionally visit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Not by controlling our minds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Not by fighting thoughts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Not by becoming spiritual superheroes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Simply through realizing how the system works.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Then maybe life becomes less about escaping fear and more about living.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Less about protecting ourselves and more about creating.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Less about proving who we are and more about discovering what is possible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Less war.<\/p>\n\n\n\n More curiosity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Less defence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n More love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Less tightening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n More exhaling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Less surviving.<\/p>\n\n\n\n More life orgasm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n What if the thing creating most of our psychological misery is not the world itself\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n but innocently mistaking our thinking about the world for the world?<\/p>\n\n\n\n What if \u201cI\u2019m not good enough\u201d is not a fact?<\/p>\n\n\n\n What if \u201cI can\u2019t handle this\u201d is not a fact?<\/p>\n\n\n\n What if \u201cmy future is dangerous\u201d is not a fact?<\/p>\n\n\n\n What if \u201cthat person makes me feel this way\u201d is not a fact?<\/p>\n\n\n\n What if they are creations?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Temporary worlds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Beautifully rendered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emotionally convincing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sometimes terrifying.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But still made of Thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Then something enormous opens up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Because I no longer have to fix every movie playing on my screen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I can begin to understand the projector.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And beneath every movie, every story, every fear, every identity, every bit of mental noise\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n there is still you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Whole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Connected to something far bigger than the small personal world inside your head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A place of wisdom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A place of peace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A place of love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A place of possibility.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The place we come from.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The place we spend our lives searching for.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And maybe the funniest part is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n We never actually left.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Imagine you are travelling through life and you make one tiny mistake. 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We are rendering machines<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
This does not mean: \u201cJust think positive\u201d<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
The company of thoughts<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
What if there is something before Thought?<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
Your distilled nugget<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
The life orgasm<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
Heaven is not hiding<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
You can still get lost<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
What if we reversed the ratio?<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n
Maybe this is the freedom we have been looking for<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n